Dwayne “The Rock” Johnson is sharing his emotional eulogy from his late father Rocky Johnson’s funeral service.
In a video shared on Instagram on Friday from his father’s funeral last month, Johnson delivered the moving speech that he previously revealed he had written after his dad, Rocky, died from a heart attack at age 75.
Johnson, 47, was emotional as he took the podium, taking a moment to gather himself before speaking.
“Man, I wish I had … I wish I had one more shot,” the actor began. “I wish I had one more shot to say goodbye … to say I love you, to say thank you, but I have a feeling he’s watching. He’s listening.”
Johnson thanked everyone for attending before explaining how he heard about his dad’s death.
“I was on my way to work, the other day on Jan. 15 and I was just pulling into work and we were shooting that day and it was the very first day of production,” he said, going on to tell the story of how his wife Lauren called to tell him that “something’s going on with your dad.”
“Lauren was with our babies, she was with my mom and she said, ‘You know, I really can’t talk… I think you should call Cora though’, so of course I called Cora,” Johnson continued, saying that she broke the news to him just as he was pulling up to work.
“I’m literally just pulling in and I’m looking at the whole crew, hundreds of guys and women milling around, carrying equipment and waving at me in the truck, and I’m waving back and it all got really foggy and it seemed like it was a big dream.”
“You know how you have those moments where you try and shake yourself out of it, and you’re like ‘No, it’s not a dream. … My dad’s gone.’”
“In that moment, I just thought ‘Well, what do I need to do? What’s the next thing that I need to do?’”
“And I heard a voice say, ‘Well, hey, the show must go on,’ and that was my dad. That was my old man who told me that,” Johnson said as clips of his dad’s days as a wrestler played on a screen behind him.
Johnson then remembered his dad as a “trailblazer” in the wrestling community.
“The other side to it that I wanted to point out that I thought was important to say is that when somebody is a trailblazer that means that they actually, they have the ability to change behavior and audience’s behavior, people’s behavior,” he said. “And for my dad, when he broke into the business in the mid ’60s and throughout the late ’60s and into the ’70s in the United States where racial tension and divide was very strong and in the ’60s and the ’70s you have a black man coming in, it’s an all-white audience and all these small little towns that eventually I would go on to wrestle in — but at that time he changed the audience’s behavior and actually had them cheer for this black man.”
Johnson continued, “And not when he was wrestling against other black men, ’cause he was usually the only black guy in the territory, he was wrestling against other white wrestlers. I thought that was really unique, and I thought that was really powerful, and I thought that it deserved to be said. And that’s what this man did.”
“When you think of my dad’s name, you think ‘hard work,’” Johnson said.
“You think ‘barrier-breaking,’ you think being the hardest worker in the room, always working out. He taught me how to work out at a very young age,” the father of three went on. “Hard work, discipline — those are things and tenants that are synonymous with my dad’s name.”
“What’s amazing to me now, after a day like today after we come here and we give our respect and our love, he’s galvanized, he’s responsible for galvanizing families now. Because through processes like this, we’ve all lost loved ones, but guaranteed when we walk out of these doors, we’re going to hold each other a bit tighter, we’re going to hug each other a bit harder, we’re going to kiss each other and we’re going to say, ‘I love you,’ and we’re going to be a bit more present.”
The Jumanji star concluded, “I wish your soul at rest and at ease.”
“Dad, you lived a full and meaningful life,” Johnson began a lengthy caption that accompanied the video.
“You trail blazed and even harder, you changed people’s harsh behaviors toward a man of color. Paving the way for me, my family and generations to come,” he continued. “You loved us with the capacity of which you could – given all the givens.”
“Raised me with an iron hand and a tough complicated love. A love that now, as a father and man, I’ve learned to refine as I raise my own children,” he said, before echoing what he said in the eulogy: “I wish I had one more shot. To say one more thing.”
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