A woman had made a chilly narration of how she met her father when she was 19 years old and ended up having oral sex with him.
Now 24 years old, Natasha Rose Chenier revealed in a self-loathing confession that her dad’s sexual feelings started the very moment he saw her for the first time in Jamaica after several years of speaking on the phone.
Chenier from Canada said she had no idea what a normal father-daughter relationship was like and slept with her dad two years after tracking him down, according to Daily Star.
Despite the fact that her father was said to be sexually attracted to her, Chenier also disclosed that she had same feelings for him the moment they met.
However, she admitted that ever since she committed the shameful act of incest with her dad, she started having feelings of “self-hate and disgust”.
She said, “We had oral sex a few times, almost always preceded by my descending into a whirlwind of self-hate and disgust and dry heaving over the toilet in the bathroom attached to his room.
“I also had no idea what was normal in a father-daughter relationship. We held each other and I felt safe.”
She revealed that she started sleeping in his bed and on the fateful day of their very first sexual encounter, Chenier said her dad initially put a porn channel which got her pissed.
After her last trip to Jamaica she locked herself in the bedroom filled with shame and sorry for herself.
She said, “I was not only a victim of my father’s two-year seduction; I also felt a victim of my own sexual feelings.
“I felt ashamed of myself, and I had no one to talk to about it. I wasn’t equipped to understand or handle my feelings.'”
The woman is currently undergoing a therapy and has not set eyes on her father ever since the last encounter.
